LEAKBUBBLEGUM

you ok?

On the road to it, I hope. I'm having constant panic/anxiety attacks for no reason, and I get too far into my head thinking about my blood pressure being high or heart beating fast, think about having a heart attack constantly, so my mind is in shambles and working against me. I hopefully start counseling tomorrow and HOPEFULLY they'll put me on something like they gave me in the ER (a benzo, Klonzopin or whatever) to keep me calm for a few weeks until this is sorted out.

@eyb0ss Stay strong boo, I know it's hard but just keep remembering that you can stop this with your willpower! I believe in you!

 What's going on boo? Are you okay?  

We don't really know for sure yet. My blood pressure stays a bit high, has for a few weeks now, and i've been having these really bad panic attacks on top of what they called PAT attack (my heart rate can go to around 180bpm out of nowhere). My chest gets really tight, hurts, arms go numb, etc. It happened several years ago but stopped, now it's randomly back. It's possible it's a lot to do with my gerd/acid reflux and vice vera, apparently anxiety and acid reflux/heart burn kinda fuel the fire for each other. I have to go to a cardiologist again, which they said they believe im fine there but want to be sure, and counseling to be put on better anxiety meds (they have me on an antihistamine rn instead of anxiety meds, plus 2 stomach pills) Hoping I can get the meds sorted out this week because it can be unbearable and just straight up uncomfortable.

@eyb0ss Oh nooo, that really sucks! I've definitely had things like that before and it really can get hard to breathe and function. I'm gonna keep you in my prayers, just remember to stay calm and practise your deep breathing.

Why do I have to keep telling y'all this? JUST GIVE UP! Kerli is cancelled. We'll never get a second album. End of story.  

She's been writing this album since early 2014 and it's yet to be finished. It's time to accept it's never gonna be released. 

actually she knew the album wasn't coming out last year in july, she did an interview right before diamond hard came out and it said the album was expected "early 2017"

I can't wait for it either!  The concept is so cool, it's gonna be great to get into all those old bops again!

It actually looks good tbh. But are you sure it's not just a wig?

i have a feeling it won't come out until after the second performance in october  

As long as she releases some news/singles, I could care less about when the album drops anymore. I've had it preordered for a year and everything lol.

7 hours ago, eyb0ss said:

Right? Either shut the fuck up and finish the shit, then talk about it when you release it, or don't talk at all. These little teases and 'oh im settled in -going on 2 months in estonia, 2 months to settle in ya ok gurl- and have been in the studio but i'm about to actually start working on my album that in 2 months will be 1 year past due. I'll be dead before the album comes out.

Exactly! We've been getting these posts about her "creative process" and how "spiritually fulfilled" she is for years, and every single time they amount to nothing. How about instead of building yet another house in the fucking woods you go to Hollywood, suck a few dicks and actually get an album out for the few remaining fans you have?  

The question now is not WHEN, but IF the album will be released

This album is never seeing the light sis, let it go.

new songs will be performed on august 12th 

u w0t m8

what's she doing on the 12th?
even tho I washed my hands of her mentally, I still physically check everything as always, you know me lol 

saaremaa festival in estonia

You forgot 

3 hours ago, Tweener said:

You forgot 

 

i dont think he did tho