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  1. The begging thread (please leak....)

    Leak something Kerli xo
  2. Kerli just did a short live chat, connection went out, but she's with Lester Mendez, the one behind WoA and Feral Hearts, and she played him some of her new songs for the album and he talked about how good they were. She also said she had planned on going to Asia for the winter but decided not to so she can buckle down until the album is ready. So sounds like her heads in the game now, but time will tell.

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    3. eyb0ss

      eyb0ss

      The music Lester is playing is fucking beautiful.

    4. jlnsgr

      jlnsgr

      Still doesn’t make up for months of complete ignorance for the people that PledgedMusic her project and got nothing but an EP full of remixed and already released tracks.

      she better release it in the next 3 months... it’s been two years...

  3. I'm in need of help, in any way possible.I'm going to try and explain this as simple as I can, so you can understand what's going on.I discovered I had a degenerative tooth decay disease in 2012, and was advised to get dentures. My insurnace through my father was about to run out, so I didn't (I would have been missing teeth but not able to complete everything). It's always been a bad thing for me, constant pain, constant headaches, all the way to me being energy-less every day, due to the poison in my blood stream.I was finally able to get a job, a local Taco Bell, in 2015, and was trying to save for the dental expensiveness as well as a car. Shortly after getting hired (It was a brand new store) during training, my father promised to take his tax return so I could finally get them pulled and my dentures. I went, got 5 pulled on the bottom right side, and that was it. The insurance I had would only cover up to 1k, so that was all we could do. I distinctly remember the dentist talking about how much better i'd feel, more energy, less pain, etc, until he looked at my xray again and blatantly said 'once your antibiotics run out, it'll be back to normal'. At the time I had 7 abscessed teeth still in my mouth, as well as a wisdom tooth that had such a long root, it was almost cutting my jaw nerve in half.I sucked it up and just dealt with it from there on. I couldn't afford insurance through Taco Bell, so I just didn't have any. I decided I could live with it until after I got my first car (26 at this point). I got a car, and then made some poor life choices. I got back with an ex, and moved in with him since it was closer to work. I ended up losing my job due to being late and sick, the following week I caught him cheating, he kicked me out and I totaled my car leaving his house (he lived on a mountain, and I was upset and made a mistake), but that's not the problem now. I could care less in all honesty.For the past year i've been unemployed, I became a hermit. Recently, in August, I had some health issues act up again. I suffer from a panic and anxiety disorder, and used to have Panic and PAT attacks often. They just randomly started up again, and I legit went to the ER like 4 times in 2 weeks, panicking thinking I was having a heart attack. I found out I have high bloodpressure, was put on meds for it, sleeping meds (since I began obsessing over any chest pain/tightness, thinking it was a heart attack, or expecting to die in my sleep), some meds for my GERD as well. Since then, i've been living like that, constantly in fear, anxious, and just scared. It wasn't until I started seeing a new doctor and the local clinic, that I found out the severity of my teeth situation. They are causing, not the main cause however, of my high blood pressure, the cause of me having no energy, always feeling shitty, the whole thing. Part is in fact my anxiety, but this is affecting me in a really bad way health wise now. I was informed that I could end up with heart disease, or even have a heart attack from them being so bad, which scared me even more.I tried applying for GAP to help with medical expenses, but I was denied. So i'm still unemployed, and only able to see the clinic dr, which is a 20$ copay. The GAP wouldn't have covered my dental problems anyway.**Here is the problem:**I have been having the worst pain in one of my front teeth for a few days, I mean unbearable. I'm used to living with the normal pain, but this feels like someone taking a needle to the nerve of that tooth, giving me horrible head and sinus pains, as well as other things. I need to get them pulled as soon as I can, but cannot. There are no jobs in this town (I live in a redneck town in SW VA), so I was just screwed, until I spoke with one of my old managers at Taco Bell, who is becoming the RGM of the store. She was and is a good friend of mine, so I just mentioned i'd love to come back, and now, i'l lbe going back this week, or when i'm ready she said. This is a blessing but also a problem. A blessing because it'll get me out of the house, to be sociable again, have a life, and make money towards getting my life back together. The problem is there is no way I can work like this, with this constant pain, and all the other side effects like tired 24/7, and the lot. I haven't been able to eat in two days, all I can do is drink things, and smoke. (Which is another issue, but I was advised to not quit until my medicines are working or I get my anxiety under control)I'm posting this asking for help. I don't mean to sound pathetic or pitiful. I'd soon rather do it all myself, but I cannot. I want to work, but I can't like this.So, here I am. I don't ask you do much, unless you'd like to help reach my goal. If nothing else I ask for moral support. If I can reach any bit of my goal, which is a rough estimate, I have an idea of how I am going to do it.If I can raise the money, if, I plan on going to an emergency dental clinic in town on asap, to get at LEAST my top teeth pulled, but if I can, all of them, and paying for my dentures to be made. Not only will that eliminate the bad pain, it'll be a step for me to get healthy again, before it's too late. This place does dentistry for a 'discounted' price for people with no income, but I can't even afford that. I would get as much as I could done for the price I have as my goal, if not it completely taken care of and feel healthy enough to be able to work full time, while I save for the rest. It will also help me in a mental way, i've always been self conscious of my teeth, and being able to not worry about that would help my state of mind. I would tell my RGM that I am ready once I was healed, at least a week to do so, so I can begin to feel like a normal person and adult again, and work towards getting the rest of my life back on track.I know it's asking a lot, and i'm sure a lot don't give a damn about it, but I just thought i'd try in anyway I could to get this done so I can try to live a healthy, normal life at some point. And I know it seems pathetic, but it's my only option as of this moment.Thank you for reading, and I truly appreciate it and anything you can do to help, even just moral support. If you have even 1$ to spare, there's a donation banner on my Twitch. Everything goes for me to see the emergency dentist on Monday. https://www.twitch.tv/homoseshual/
  4. I just got Moira's golden weapon in Overwatch sos.

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  5. Kerli posted a new thing on Pledge, from the looks of it her and Iiris are collaborating on the ablum.

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    2. Moonchild

      Moonchild

      Damn, I didn't actually know I needed to preorder the album (and I haven't 'cuz I don't own a credit card yet), so... I better wait for the album to come out and buy it on iTunes :cackle::fishie: 

    3. Feral Heart

      Feral Heart

      kerli has iiris locked up in an attic making melodies for her while she relaxes in LA :cackle: 

    4. choke

      choke

      Yaaaas QUEEN IIRIS BETTER COME TROUGHHHHH

  6. What are your favorite albums of 2017 so far?

    Evanescence - Synthesis
  7. :cackle::fishie:

     

     

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    2. eyb0ss

      eyb0ss

      Oh god, she just talked about looking for a partner, like label. We're screwed. Seems like the only thing she has ready is a mock up of the album cover.

       

      :fishie:

    3. Moonchild

      Moonchild

      Yeah, let's not get too excited for now :cackle: 

    4. Moonchild

      Moonchild

      We need her not to release leaked and reworked stuff. There are hundreds of unreleased and leaked songs of her, and I don't really wish her to release them now. I also loved Feral Hearts, Blossom, Diamond Hard, and Spirit Animal. that fact of some songs in her album that are around 4 years old... maybe that could keep the songs in the album. I just hope she can release some 15-track album or some, because any shorter would be relatively little of new material. I wish she could release around 10 brand new songs in the album, plus the four 2016 singles. That would be just perfect :yaskween: 

  8. 1-JQN873XiM.jpgKerli, gorl..... I can see things I don't want to see.

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    2. eyb0ss

      eyb0ss

      Gone because that massive camel toe ate them. :orly:

    3. Countess

      Countess

      :cackle: I guess that's what happened with her album too... :orly: 

    4. eyb0ss

      eyb0ss

      :cackle: DEAD BYE :fishie:

  9. was in hospital for 2 days. My BP got so high in the ambulance Thursday they had to give me Nitro. All the heart tests, negative. So we know it's not my heart, and is still likely my anxiety. I'm on a different bp med now, seroquel to sleep, doubled my zoloft, etcetc. Don't see my new psyc dr until the 21st but its likely they'll put me on a benzo, as my dr said i'm like a mouse (lol) and too all over all the time, and need to be brought down. Idk. We'll see.

    1. choke

      choke

      Wow Halsey is shook! Now I know why she went bald

  10. I need a life man. 

     

  11. I need more friends to play Overwatch with. Help.

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    2. eyb0ss

      eyb0ss

      I'm a Widow main on one account, gold trying to get back to plat, and mercy main on my alt, plat trying to get back to diamond, trying to get my first gold gun on the alt and second on my main. Season ends in a day. :cackle:

    3. Countess

      Countess

      @eyb0ss What's your username for PC? I'll pass it onto my friend for you! ;)

    4. eyb0ss

      eyb0ss

      EiKneadHeelz#1494 and ManlyMercy#1196 :D

  12. RuPaul's Drag Race | AS3

    The Nancy Drews of reddit have said they believe its Bebe. So we'll see.
  13. 'I’ll talk about the album after this performance is done, OK~? There’s only one of me to go around and I need this shiet to be tiiiiiight~' Kerli. We'll see, Jan.

    1. victorxcx

      victorxcx

      By "Jan" you mean january 2048, which is the release date of her next album? :orly: 

    2. Moonchild

      Moonchild

      I hope she really get into the album now, the damn presentation is gone and she played the same songs :tanya: I really hope she don't delay the album once again, I want it now, preferably before my 19th b'day :dealwithit: 

  14. kerli did a fb live for 5 min

    someone: 'i want new music!'

    kerli: 'yes yes yes, that's a whole separate conversation-  i wanted to show you-'  [shows audio set up for performance shit tomorrow]

     

    inb4 its the same set from her show in august or whatever, and inb4 the seperate conversation is 'my album has now been condensed to a 5 song + 1 remix ep that'll be released in 2020, tracks include Feral Hearts, Blossom, Diamond Hard, Spirit Animal, Running + Feral Hearts (insert remix), so excited to finally share this music with you guys!!!!'

    :tragic:

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    2. Countess

      Countess

      After all the money fans have given her, it should be illegal to not release the music they've paid for. Someone sue this bitch for all she has (which has to be around $40 by this point). :cackle: 

    3. choke

      choke

      Well she needs to buy the condoms and meth for all the rave parties somehow

    4. Moonchild

      Moonchild

      I don't know what to think. I've been patient 'cause I know her since relatively short ago, but I don't like that when she is asked about things on the album, she just evades the question :tanya: 

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