WEAPONS

Screenrant is the worst fucking site ever. Over 2ish weeks, I've seen over 5 articles about Hogwarts Legacy 2 saying basically the same thing, which is nothing. It's always the same variation of "Hogwarts legacy 2 fans finally get hyped over release date" and then say "yeah, it's coming!" Like wtf? How are they still operating and why hasn't someone called them out and got them shut down because it's fucking ridiculous. And no I don't look for them, every damn day they show up on the top of my Google chrome news feeds. Fucking hell 😭 

I really want to play Tomodachi Life 😭 But it's 60$ and I'm poor. And the Hello Kitty dlc is 24.99$

I hate living in this town with no jobs 😭 

How did I just find Cobrah?????? wtf got good puss, eat my clit 😂 

I'm 35 as of last Friday.

I'm ready to be transported to the nursing home tbh

now taking donations for a, as of today, 35 year old homosexual to get either Tomodachi Life or Dragon Quest 7 for Switch 2 😂 

Meh bday as usual

If Sanctuary sounds like Who Will You Follow thru and thru, this may be my favorite Evanescence album since The Open Door. Speaking of, I wonder if there are any songs from that time that we're cut, and we didn't know about, out there. I know a few Ev songs have gone around like the HQ of Your Love, a few snippets of unreleased songs, which all need to leak tbh. I just remember hearing Bring Me To Life, getting Fallen as a birthday present in the 6th grade from my "ex girlfriend" who was super Christian lol, and then I was obsessed. The day The Open Door leaked was magical. I kept checking Kazaa and searching for Lacrymosa and kept getting Mozart, then one sounded different, and it began again, found song after song and refused to leave the house when my parents were going to the mall (which was my favorite thing since I'd get video games so it was a big deal I didn't go lol). Then release day, my mom went and grabbed me a copy so when she picked me up from High School that evening, she surprised me with it. At least unlike my other faves (Ev is my favorite band, Kerli my favorite solo singer, just to be clear) at least Evanescence releases albums and such 😂  23 year Ev fan turned 35 today and is having a mental breakdown haha.

Finally it happened for me, right in front of my face and I just can't hide it 🎵 

Had to change my name cause BUBBLEGUM LEAKED? It's so weird tbh. I've waited so many years, a decade and a half, and even tho it's just a song, it's from a great time in my life with someone I truly loved more than anyone else, someone who I haven't been with in also 15 years, miss dearly, or maybe the idea of him and that time, and still have literal dreams of what could have been. So in a way, it's the end of that chapter, unfortunately not in a mental sense because no matter how hard I try, still have random dreams about him and I wake up depressed for days. I don't think about him unless I have a dream the night before. And it makes me miserable because I'm at the lowest of my life currently and a completely different person that I was just 5 years ago, the opposite, and it's my own fault but once you get into this mindset and let your mental health and physical health go, it's hard to recoup from it and that's where I'm at. It hurts knowing your just a shell of yourself, and you know you can fix it but can't will it, at least right now.

So anyway. Metaphorically can close that chapter and finally listen to my most wanted song ever. 😂 

Copied and pasted cuz I'm lazy and just cause I can, so,

Listen.

I'ma be 35 next month. Thirty fucking five.

I've been stanning and petitioning for Bubblegum, and that whole 3-4 years style from Kerli, for FIFTEEN YEARS. A decade and a half. And we have no proof it exists, not a clip, nothing. The ONLY info I ever had on it was from a popular trader from SIN who said only a rough demo existed, and then of course he didn't wanna trade it or whatever. 15 years yo.

Before I get admitted to a nursing home, someone somewhere needs to find and share 😭 

That said, also welcoming any Kerli tracks, especially pop goth Kerli, to keep me happy in my senile years now. You got a month (April 10th xo)