Kesha Slays

Thank you! Honestly, that was the main goal, to make them feel realistic, more closer to demos than mixes. I know it ain't perfect and I'm also having trouble with aligning and syncing the acapellas and instrumentals, but I would be lying if I said I'm not having fun with it. It's the one thing that brought me joy since my dog died so, I guess that's something.

It's actually because of Ashley Tisdale that I discovered Porcelain Black. Back in 2015-2016 ish, I was obsessed with Ashley's 2009 sophomore album 'Guilty Pleasure' and I favorited 'How Do You Love Someone' and I remember finding Porcelain's live cover version on YouTube (it might be a demo, but I think someone on here said her demo never actually leaked so idk) and just really liked her version! It was more rock influenced and the piano intro was so beautiful!

You have great taste! I love Aly & AJ's unreleased music! Especially from the 'Hothouse' sessions, when they tried to rebrand as '78Violet', which I honestly was rooting for as I truly loved the new sound from them!

Exactly same! When was there ever a first Super Mario RPG? Ooof. But, I bet my brother would like this!

Here are some snippets that I feel comfortable enough to share without worrying about copyrights or whatever: TAEYEON AI - Bad Decisions (Ariana Grande) TAEYEON AI - California King Bed (Rihanna) TAEYEON AI - Hallucinate (Dua Lipa) TAEYEON AI - Kissin' U (Miranda Cosgrove)

I'm obsessed with my TAEYEON AI. Like it's not okay. And it's the fact that I made her sing English songs! It's so amazing. I'm flabbergasted. This is the one thing that I feel has been helping me with my depression and lack of motivation! I want to share some of what I made with y'all, but I'm a lil worried about copyrights. Maybe I'll just share a couple snippets?

I wonder why the hell it was down for so long surely maintenance doesn't take over 24 hours

As an Arianator, I wholeheartedly agree.

I still can't believe it's been down for so long!

That's what I said all the time! I also called him a 'handsome good boy'. I had so many nicknames for him and just things I'd call him like Buds, Buddybear, Buddyboo, Buddy with a big butt (which is what I mostly said when he was in the way of where I was going lmao), Buddeesimo, and because he hated taking baths (he would even howl if you mentioned that word), I'd call him Stinky. But, in a cute playful way. He was my furry four-legged friend and now he's chasing squirrels (or hot dogs) in a big open field in the afterlife. At least, that's what I keep telling myself. I hope he's okay.

Scratch this, i finally got my AI to work! It didn't turn out half bad either! Kinda excited to finally board this train, hop on this trend and make some magic! 😊❤️

It's still down

I recently made a TAEYEON AI model, but am having trouble figuring out how to actually make the covers. Ironically, I thought making the model was going to be hard, but as it turns out, it's using the model to make the covers that's frustrating.

For some reason, I think I am! I just need to keep reminding myself that he's no longer having those weird seizures (which I'm still debating on whether or not they were actually seizures, but for the time being we'll stick with that). He's not in pain and he'll never** be forgotten. I believe it's going to take time, but I'm going to have to take it one day at a time, until eventually the pain fades and I'll be able to look back at more fond memories of him without crying. Today was kind of nice though cause I got to get out of the house to go shopping with my sister, my 1 year old nephew, my brother and his girlfriend. We also went out to eat afterwards and it was enjoyable and relaxing. I think that helped shift my focus a little bit. It was nice. I also want to take this time to say just how much I appreciate this and how I deeply appreciate how you and everyone reached out to me and how you keep coming back to talk to me, cause sure some people have commented and whatnot, but no one has ever kept coming back to ask me if I'm doing better or anything like that. I really really appreciate it. You don't understand how much that means to me! Thank you from the bottom of my heart! ❤️✌️😘

I'm just remembering why I took this photo lmao! I saw him asleep on the couch and I walked by, but I kept hearing this weird noise. At first I thought it was the TV in the other room, but then I got up closer to my dog just to find him snoring! I didn't know dogs could snore! 🤣🤣🤣🤣 I did end up taking a video of him snoring, but I can't find it.

You're right about vets not being cheap! I also happen to believe that Buddy was an older dog. He also was part German Shepherd and they tend to have shorter life spans than other breeds. At least, the German Shepherds in my neck of the woods tend to do, the K-9's in my town all retire between 6-8 years old. That's how I found out that the average lifespan of a German Shepherd is closer to 10-13 years rather than 13-15 years like most dog breeds. Although, my research could be wrong. Of course I think it also depends on how well you look after your dog cause I've found out recently that some breeds are outliving others by a longshot. Quality of life is important. I know Buddy lived a good life and he went both quickly and peacefully so, I'm grateful he wasn't suffering too much in the end.

Actually, we never got the chance to take him to a vet. We got him from a friend of my sister's. He was a rescue dog. They got him from a shelter in Tennessee (at least that's what I believe to be true since the one time my brother and sister took him to the vet, the vet said that he has a chip in him that lists him being from Tennessee). He was insured just not by us so we had to pay out of pocket. We did find out that he had hip problems. The vet gave us this bag of medical treats that were only like $40 which we only got once, probably should have gotten more. That one time we took him to the vet, it was because A) the vet had a cancellation in her schedule so, she was able to see him right away and B) my father had just received a check from my grandmother's estate, so we were able to afford it. My sister tried taking him to a vet when he first started having seizures, but the only one that would see him was 2 hours away and you had to pay 50% of the bill upfront, that was just to be seen. He ended up being okay for a while after his first couple seizures. Plus, to me, they looked more like a charlie horse than that of a seizure, but I could be wrong. He bounced back really quick to be honest. I really thought he was going to be okay. I know we should've tried harder to take better care of him. I do feel guilty about that. I would've sold my kidney just so he could be seen if it came down to it.

This is Buddy. I wanted to post a picture of him with his eyes open, but all of those ones exceed the posting file limit or whatever. Plus, I always thought he looked so cute while napping! I guess I never realized before just how many photos I have of him sleeping lmao! He had one blue eye and one brown eye! I loved his two different colored eyes!

Thank you! It's going to be memories like those that keep me from being completely unmotivated.

It's honestly one of my favorite stories to tell lmao! I think I shared it on here before maybe like twice in the past year or so? But, this time I went all out in detail!

Oooo now I like the idea of this thread! There's so many unreleased music that has impacted my life one way or another. Now this is and isn't necessarily unreleased. Imma try to explain this the best I can. It's late November 2016. American rapper Wiz Khalifa is introduced as being a performer at Mnet Asian Music Awards (aka MAMA for those that don't know). It was announced he would he performing a rendition of his smash hit 'See You Again' (originally released in March 2015 with American singer-songwriter Charlie Puth) with an A-List K-Pop singer. There were rumors about who it could be for about a week, until someone who works at MAMA (could be someone else, but I think I remember hearing something about it being a crew member or somebody) shared a video of the rehearsal for the performance. It was revealed to be South Korean singer TAEYEON of the group Girls' Generation (or SNSD for which they are known as in Korea). It's now December 2nd, 2016. It shocked everyone when Wiz Khalifa took to the stage by himself and used a backing track of Charlie Puth's vocals. After the performance, Wiz Khalifa went on to Twitter to say that TAEYEON had to back out of the performance because someone from her team told him that she had to go to the hospital. Turns out that wasn't true. TAEYEON actually backed out of performing the song because during the rehearsal they used a backing track with no backing vocals (meaning it was just the instrumental playing). TAEYEON's team wanted her to sing loud enough so that her voice would cover the backing vocals being used and because of this mixup her team couldn't approve of the performance. What triggers me is the fact that Wiz wasn't even told of TAEYEON having backing out of the performance until like 20 minutes before he was supposed to appear on stage. Anyways, DJ Bonics, a long time DJ who works with Wiz Khalifa was kind enough to share a 20 second snippet of the cover, which would've been used for the performance, to his Instagram. This happened I think like maybe a day or two later. Then in May 2017 about 5 months later, DJ Bonics announced he would be sharing the cover on a radio station. Well he did stick to his word, but the cover was ultimately ruined with really obnoxious watermarks all over TAEYEON'S parts. Like seriously was was even the point of sharing it then? Anyways, imma link everything here, I hope y'all enjoyed this lil music history lesson, imma also link the article I read which explained everything better so in case y'all want to read it cause truth be told I might've missed something or got something wrong. https://www.koreaboo.com/stories/taeyeon-wiz-khalifa-fight-mama-2016/ Here is a filtered unwatermarked: https://youtu.be/EJ7O5DfyJAo Here is the tagged HQ version: https://krakenfiles.com/view/J0PYSxc4Kr/file.html

I know Bonnie's album is going to help me out with this current depression I'm going through so, now I'm even more excited! I also know it's going to make so many people here and obviously Bonnie really happy, like really f*cking happy, like unimaginably happy so, that too is something I'm looking forward to seeing! I might not be the biggest Bonnie McKee fan here, I definitely don't deserve that title, but I always find it really amazing when y'all rave over Bonnie and her music! It's what I admire the most about this thread! June 28th can't come soon enough!! ✌️❤️

The thing with Buddy was that he would have to initiate the cuddling. He had no problem cuddling with my brother. Only once did he ever want to cuddle with me and that was because my brother wasn't home and it was storming and he was sleeping on the couch in my room, but he must've gotten afraid of the storm or something cause the next thing I knew, he was using his front paws to push my legs to the side and he jumped onto my twin sized mattress, which he easily took up like half of it. He stayed there with me for like 20 minutes until the storm died down a lil. That's one memory I'll always keep close to me.

Music is definitely a good source that'll help realign my focus. It's something I've always relied on. Fingers crossed, I try everything I can to overcome this loss. I know I probably sound so dramatic right now, it's just I'm kinda typing what comes to the top of my head first instead of actually taking a second to think about what I'm typing lmao. I honestly feel like I'm sounding really annoying.

My heart hurts. It physically hurts. I once read that elephants can die of a broken heart. Now I'm sitting here thinking about how sad an elephant must be for it to die from a broken heart. This is how I'm feeling. I appreciate you and @Kipper and everyone else who replied to my status and gave me advice on things that I can do to help with the coping. I wanted to write more sincere replies, but it's kinda hard at the moment.