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oh no me either, I hate clowns actually. Sarah Paulson makes AHS, if she's not in them then it'll alll go downhill. I feel like it won't be all election based, cos that'd be boring and not everyone is interested in politics.

oh I agree there. i wonder why she decided she didn't want to do it anymore, she was amazing in the 2nd season (the mental institution) Oh wow! they released a trailer? last year they didn't even give out a name till it aired on TV. they released clues and one of them was the only real one, although this season looks bloody amazing. it also has lesbians in it "don't tell your mums I got you this", can't wait! has it got an official date yet?

I loose sleep also! I've been prescribed sleeping stuff, but it makes me so groggy I'd rather go without sleep. I generally go super quiet, and when I've got it I'll go quiet and I do breathing ect I find a really good way to sort of ease myself out of anxiety/panic attacks is to watch funny shows, I love TV and watching telly and it's always my go to when I'm home not having anxiety sometimes I like to just watch a few movies or binge watch seasons of Friends, but when I have anxiety generally that calms me down too and being at home. I've never had it in my dick, but it can sort of "manifest" itself in different people differently, I get very shaky and feel like I can't breathe. Ok, I bolded the parts I wanted to mostly reply too. I feel so sorry that you went into a mental health clinic, when I get anxiety and I'm not sure if you or anyone else gets this but I'll think like "I'm going crazy" or "I've got something severely wrong with me" and I'll think that until it goes away, I have to talk myself out of it. I get that Mental Health Clinics can be quite good, but I've seen my mum go into 2 (she passed away last year, whole other story miss her dearly though) and it scares me, that would be my worst fear. I'm sorry you feel like sometimes you feel suicidal, that's unfair and you shouldn't feel like that your life has a purpose just like everyone else We're all here for one reason or another. Thankyou your so sweet for putting that info there, I'll remember when I do need someone to talk too I feel like sometimes a person with a fresh perspective on things is always a good person to talk too. I've never heard that saying, and thats such a crock of shit. I agree, fake it till you make it. Oh, I totally agree. It's selfish, and its the easy way out. There's a quote I once heard while watching a youtube video and it's a long the lines of "Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem", and I agree because even though life may suck now and again everyone has they're good days, everyone has they're fun days, even if its just at home watching movies and binging on junk food or going out partying, or hanging out with family or friends - yeah sure everyone has a crap work day, just a shit day in general but it'll never stay. It'll always be fixed up. Example, I woke up today and found out my water heater was leaking I thought why is this fucking happening to me, it's now being fixed in the next 24 hours and I can go to my brothers for a shower. (not the best of examples but..it's one I had just this morning) I agree there too, everyone knows I'm gay and I'm a bit more feminine not totally but maybe in my mannerisms or whatever, my family loves and accepts me too I've no issues there but I always feel like as @Tweener said like there's so many homophobes, and Australia is about to rule a vote for gay marriage or not and you just see all these people who still don't accept it, and it's like get over it it's 2017 its not like gays are going to be fucking in the middle of the street if it gets passed, gay relationships already exist we just want the legal part of it. I'm overcoming it slowly, I just bite the bullet cos at the end of the day I know I've friends and family who support me. I know this thread is a bit deep or whatever, and I don't know if anyones made a thread like this before but I'm glad I did cos I feel like we can all talk about our stuff without sort of judgement and people understanding where it comes from, people who've been through the same sort of stuff. I'm generally ok, for now I'm medicated a lot of the times, and when I have a panic attack when I'm out and about I generally have to leave or go somewhere quiet, I've had days where I've just been on edge for no reason, and days where I've been on edge for a reason I know of, I've even had panic attacks in the middle of class and had to step out, and while I was driving (god that was awful) and I was an hour away from home and had to push through as I had no-one else that could drive, I do push through sometimes and it does help but it takes a lot of energy to do so. I truely believe meditation helps, medication does too but essentially thats a bandaid to fix an underlying problem. Sorry for the long post, and being a therapist. But I'm here if anyone wants to talk too, I'm generally hounderawr on most places. ok, I'm done now

So I was wondering does anyone on here suffer from anxiety and/or depression? I thought it'd be nice to talk about it? I know personally like my brothers understand I get it, but they don't know what it's like. I suffer from major anxiety & severe panic attacks I'm medicated for both, also just been diagnosed with diabeties type 2 and when I started that medication it flared up my panic attacks. Although it seemed to be calmed down now. Ive been suffering for a few years, get it in big crowds sometimes, shopping centres (sometimes I'm completely fine too!) I just wasn't sure who else has this, or maybe I'm just cray cray.

Did it really? Bloody hell, although that album was amaze.

Oh totally, she's amazing. She should release more songs, she also got plastic surgery around the time she released that album she looks bomb.

Ooooh the Sheree vs Marlo fight was amazing! I love Atlanta they have the best fights and Porsha is a total thot. Although Sheree finally launched something from She by Sheree http://www.bravotv.com/the-daily-dish/sheree-whitfield-she-by-sheree-fashion-line-in-stores-now?amp a shirt!

Sware Ramona is bipolar.

Noo, that's the only one I know of. I wish you could get it cos there's like every reality tv show on there you could want.

I use Hayu to stream all the reality TV shows, they constantly add more. You get 7 days free I think, and then it's $6 a month.

I'll catch up on that one too. What is "RHONJ: Teresa Checks in" is that a spin-off?

LOL that's hilarious! hahaha, god I think I'm gonna start from s3 and work my way up.

OMG & the LEG!

roffle, in that one above with Ramona on the runway. I can't stop laughing. Who's Dorinda?

Oh, I get that. I don't like Sonja, something about her is off but she makes the show interesting.

wow, she's just going off. in the comment she goes "don't come for my mum" but she wasn't even sticking up for her mum she was saying what she did lol

Ooh, Really? I love him! I love Steve Gold in MDL roffle at that gif. That's hilarious. I seriously need to watch NJ and NY.

Oh I will, I'll start from the latest season and work my way down. It sounds bloody amazing, and Bethanny I think is friends with Frederik in Million Dollar Listing: New York so she's in an episode or 2 of that show (Yes, Reality TV is liiiife & I probably watch too much of it.)

Ooh, that's where I'll start

Oh! You can watch entire seasons on Hayu I'm not sure if it's Australian only thing I don't think so, but thats where I get all my reality TV. I'll marathon it, I've seen episodes of New York City but Beverly Hills is my favourite.

Ugh you saying I need to catch up on a new series? ok. I hate watching the early seasons tho cos the hair and clothes are bad, they get better. later.

I don't think about that.

Jennifer looks so much better imo. Mariah looks good for her age, but I've never been a huge fan of hers I do listen to some of her songs but even regardless I like Jennifers overall.

Argh Man, that's hot. Ughhh.

there it is on youtube! I know me too that made me excited! I wonder if there will be a twist like last season