I struggle with depression and severe anxiety, as well as mild aspergers music is my outlet to help me with everything, Melanie Martinez has been the biggest help with it, and it's just so amazing. I really struggle with it but recently I found someone I love and im afraid they'll reject me they told me tonight well call and discuss it and it's got ny anxiety all fired uo and I can't settle down I keep having anxiety attacks etc and I just im afraid the only person who make some happy and that i actually love will reject me. So I am now back in a bad place and I'm constantly down