As many of you know, Mo (firestarter) & I were once in love, you can read about it here. What you don't know is how Mo broke my heart & left me at the altar. Our love was grand, it was better than any love story, better than Aladdin & Jasmine, Hermione & Ron, Michelle & Barack, Noah & Allie etc. I was even going to use the beautiful vows written by Anya from Buffy The Vampire Slayer on our wedding day. But just like Xander left Anya, Mo left me. Every night, I sat in my room & questioned how he could do this to me. How could a heart be this broken but still be able to feel this much pain? Over time, my heart break turned into anger; soon after, I was back to my old way. I once again became a vengeance demon. Other didn't understand it. They thought I had gotten over that 'phase'. It wasn't a phase. I AM VENGEANCE! I went on a killing spree, ripping the hearts out of men who didn't deserve them Afterwards, I went on a soul seeking journey. Am I truly evil? Did I set myself up for heart break? Was Mo destined to destroy my soul? What was the purpose of life? How do I know? All I know is that I love dressing up like a bunny, prostituting & gambling. I still haven't figured out who I am, thus, I am sitting here telling you our remarkable love story to cope with my grief & to hopefully one day find the courage to move on from this hell.