Kesha Slays

I'm very angry, pissed off and devastated all at the same time. It's such a long story, but imma simplify it a lil so this doesn't become a five page essay. Basically, after my father died, me, my sister, my 1 year old nephew and my sister's boyfriend all went to stay at my brother's girlfriend's apartment. We were kind of kicked out of our house until we could have some maintenance be done. We were there for 2 days. Everything was fine. Then my uncle and aunt came down helped us fixed the house a lil so we could move back in. It's not perfectly fixed yet, but is definitely more suitable for living. Me and my sister have been home for a couple days, I left my stuff at their apartment thinking I'm going to be back there until the house is fully operational cause that's what my sister is doing. My brother's girlfriend told my sister there was no room for me. But, I was there for 2 days and there was room, how can there all of a sudden be no room?! It was a one bedroom apartment, I was on the couch, my sister and her boyfriend were on the air mattress and my nephew had a playpen, so like we were making it work. There was no problem. I don't. That's not exactly what I'm pissed at tho. I'm mad because I've been trying for days to find a ride to get my stuff out of their apartment cause I knew if they tried to bring my stuff back they'd forget shit. Today they came to help us sign some paperwork for the funeral or whatever so, instead of consulting me and asking if they can bring me my stuff, they did it anyways, and I was right. They forgot some important shit of mine. The main reason why I'm upset is because they couldn't have told me to my face, they told my sister?!? Like, I'm an adult, okay, communicate with me. Sure, I'd be upset, but I'd get over it. I'm reasonable. Now, huh. This shows that they don't trust me. If they can't trust me, how can I trust them? And if I can't trust them, then I don't want them in my life. I honestly don't even think that's the real reason as to why they wanted me out. They wanted me out cause I caught my brother, who was supposed to be sober, high af. He's been lying to us about his sobriety or he relapsed idk. But, I'm done. I'm getting the rest of my stuff out of their apartment and I'm cutting him off. I'm so sorry for this lengthy ass rant. I really feel like I needed somewhere free to vent this all out.